"Oh GirlFriend"

Ahhhh!!

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 21:42:02 GMT

i forgot how difficult this is to set up hahaha

I love my boy!

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 07:37:37 GMT

Im In Top of the world....Im so Happy...I LOVE YOU JOSEPH!

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 22:17:31 GMT

HOllOweenie

2005

Look at cathy how bored she lookshahha

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 09:18:42 GMT

oh my god...i just found out

Daphne Loves Derby

will be in sd the same weekend im gonna be in sd FUCK!!!!! im so there Ill die if i dont go!

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 06:17:51 GMT

RoadSide Maria!

they will be playing in calex the 30th !

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 06:14:01 GMT

♥

HOPE YOU GET BETTER ASHLEEEEEEY:(:(

Wed, 04 May 2005 03:33:08 GMT

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK im so sad about ASHLEYYYYYY .......IS TIMES LIKE THIS WHEN I SHOULDENT TAKE MY FRIENDS FOR GRANTED CAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WAT WILL HAPPEN...Im REALLY HOPING AND PRAYING FOR ASHLEY TO GET BETTER MY HEART IS SO BROKEN...........:(

HOPE YOU GET BETTER SOOOOOONNNNNN HONEY

<3bETTAY

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 04:47:36 GMT

"The End Of Everythign I lOVed"

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 09:42:03 GMT

"take it or leave it" were the words you chose over mine
so much reminds me of you
and i miss your smile.
10:01 and this night is gone
i spent it ill while the world moves on
if time alone was the brushed that paints
with solace and misfortunate
my life would be a work of art.

but ive seen this all before
things shouldnt have gone this far
we shouldnt have gotten so close
for what made me believe

was this the girl who made him forget all hes known
everytime he looked into her eyes
was it the boy who decided to give up his heart and run away
today is gone
tomorrow's mine but im still alone (breath deep)
im still alone (keep breathing)
im still alone (keep singing)
im still alone
im still alone (keep breathing)
im still alone without you

bleeding out so much more
spilling blood since you left
if i had a second chance id live my life waiting to death

One Year,Six Months

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 07:02:35 GMT

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do

I'm melting in your EYES......

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 03:28:25 GMT

Yesterday i went to Fiestas de sol..it was super fun even thou i didnt have some one like a girl to hang out wiht i was with Alex the hole time i was telling him abouit the hot guys i saw haha he was liek OKAY BETTY IM NOT GAY hahah so yeah thats why i needed a girl wiht me so anyways Chava and Koky were drinking at some place so me and Alex just went to get on the rides..then at 10:30 we went to get chava cause the concert was gonna start so we went and it was bad ass i was wiht my Cup of TEcate having a Blast hahah chava and koky were dancing or what ever they call it haha and me and Alex were just enjoying the show it was Awsome i wanted to go today but im saving my money for tomorrow im going to SD coming back on Friday Night maybe im having arguments wiht my parents they are dumb at lease i didnt ask them for money im not using there money to go to SD so they dont have to give me shit and they have to realized im Old enough to take care of my self now FUCK they get to me Ahhhhhhhhhhh......... bUt whatever tehy say im still going i really wanna hang out wiht Tina and Both dannys mostly tina and shit she is KoOl no we are nto going as COUPLESSSSSSS no no hahah but yeah this will be my first time seing THE STARTING LINE :D i really really wanna go so bad thats why im nOt lettin my parents get on my way and also im guesing i will be drinking but i never get drunk hopefully i wont...but they were telling me they were gonna get me drunk but nah i dont think so..haha OR maybe haha nah well anyways i will go now im very tired im going to bed again..

It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same

Love always and forever
BETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTY

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 19:42:03 GMT

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
CHAVAlicious.... Joeysss .... and TIO TRECE R.I.P (W)

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 01:38:32 GMT

SO HERE WE ARE WE ARE ALONE THERE'S WEIGHT ON YOUR MIND AND I WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH.
IF THIS IS HOW YOU FEEL SAY IT TO ME IF THIS WAS EVER REAL I WANT THE TRUTH FROM YOU
GIVE ME THE TRUTH EVEN IF IT HURTS ME I WANT THE TRUTH FROM YOU GIVE ME THE TRUTH EVEN
IF IT HURTS ME I WANT THE TRUTH SO THIS IS YOU YOU'RE TALKING TO ME YOU FOUND A MILLION
WAYS TO LET ME DOWN SO I'M NOT HURT WHEN YOU'RE NOT AROUND I WAS BLIND BUT NOW I SEE
THIS IS HOW YOU FEEL JUST SAY IT TO ME IS THIS WAS EVER REAL I WANT THE TRUTH FROM YOU
GIVE ME THE TRUTH EVEN IF IT HURTS ME I WANT THE TRUTH FROM YOU GIVE ME THE TRUTH EVEN
IS IT HURTS ME I WANT THE TRUTH I KNOW THAT THIS WILL BREAK ME I KNOW THAT THIS MIGHT
MAKE ME CRY GOTTA SAY WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND ON YOUR MIND I KNOW THAT THIS WILL HURT ME
AND BREAK MY SOUL INSIDE I DONT WANT TO LIVE THIS LIE I WANT THE TRUTH FROM YOU GIVE ME
THE TRUTH CAUSE I DONT CARE NO MORE,NO GIVE ME TRUTH I DONT CARE NO MORE,NO...

TELL ME THE TRUTH EVEN IF IT HURTS ME!!

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 09:25:46 GMT

WEll this weekend wasent that much fun sucked but its O-kAy..Friday i went to the show...
DROP OUTS WERE REALLY GOOD NEON HORS Too MIRACLE hahah
THIs other bancd from SD came and iw as Cummin man They were good
I was Plannin in taking the BASSIST home hahah JK hahah so yeahhh
i went to Hamburger stand after words with some friends...and then i went HOME SUCKS
Danny didnt come and pick me UPPP his a LOSER ANYWAYS
Right now Carlos(chris)joey and Jessie left...Fuck, Jessie is so nice
when i was sad crying he was rubbin my back making me feel better Sniff*
I LOVE YOU JESSIE!!
But fuck it.YOU LIKE HER SO MUCH GOOOOO FOR IT BUT DONT TALK TO ME........!!SERIOUSLY!
Anyways we were watching "Man in Fire" it was a A KoOl Sad Flick fuck my eyes are so tired
but im not sleepy..whatever anyways
I got a NEW sweater today THIS PERSON wont be getting it back in a few weeks..
or maybe MONTHS if you could FIND ME !! Muahahahaha A LEVEL 27 Sweater FUCK i feel lucky
BILLY MARTIN HAS ITTTTTT :D no duh is his company but still he wears the same sweater haha
and i have it on RIGHT NOW .....and i will sleep wiht it too onLY cause BILLY has the SAME ONE
hahha all RETARDED!!!!!!
so yeah Luis came on Saturday to pick up his Cd and he let me Borrow the NW GOoD Charlotte Cd
cause i cant buy it right now but he let me BOrrow it and is FUCKEN AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWSOME
I loved it FUCK.....I LOVE "THE TRUTH" that song is awsome is been stuck in my head all day
FUCK I REALLY WANNA SEE THEM ON October 31 soooooooo bad well this cd made me wanna see them AGAIN!!
anyways we were talking i havent talked ot him in a LONG time it was KoO catching up so yeah he called i think today in the after noon but i was in the shower ..so yeah well i will go now im pretty fucken Tired of typing..HOPEFULLY YOU HAD FUN AT THE MEST CONCERT..I know you did!!

well laters
LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER
BETTY

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 04:59:14 GMT

Yo Pense mal de ti..:( me duele lo que me as echo..
yo se que a ti no te importa pero si me duele tanto..
DE VERDA que no pensaba que me arias algo asi..
ahora yo se que eso se ignifica que ya no tengo que esperar por ti
yo de verda pensaba que tu me querias toda via ..ya ni te puedo ablar bien
ME DUELE TANTO..MUCHO!! pues adios
BETTY

"Desert Eating Oceans"

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 22:50:38 GMT

Well Im just here Angie just left we were just talking about how i been feeling
im so EmO right now
well i been like this since last thursday ..Im so sad and i feel so lonely
Right now im listeing to Daphne LOves Derby and i relate to all this songs
Fuck when is all this gonna end..IM stuck here.. with this horrible pain in me
I never thought i missed you this much..
I wish i could just call you and tell you how i feel
but that will be dumb you will probably wont care how i feel..so yeah
..But yeah i will go nOw i need to dye my hair
im gonna dye it black again and be normal for a while haha
well first i need to go buy the dye
then i will do it and i need to go get the GOOD CHARLOTTE cd :D
well Peace
Betty

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 10:43:19 GMT

i slit my wrists and bled your name
as i writhed on the floor
you watched me die and cursed me as i did
i cant even die good enough for you...

there was i time that i was perfect
a time when you loved me so
somewhere along the way i lost perfection
im sorry i let you down

forgive me if you can
i know it will be asking alot of you my dear
but after all this i think you owe it to me
just nod, dont speak, dont you dare make a sound...

just stand there and watch me die
and kiss me one time before its all over...

She wrote the words I LOVE YOU and spred it with perfume..

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 09:23:36 GMT

Hmm well i cant sleep again..
Im just thinking of so much things mostly about one person
but whatever..Today i didnt do shit later today i cant wait
to go buy the NEw GOOD CHARLOTTE cd..I LOVE GOOD CHARLOTTE
hopefully i go see them In Oct31 at LA JOLLA
so anyways yellowcard and tsl tickets SOLD OUT :( so sad
but i will still be going to the Hotel to hang out (DRINK)
drink and have unprotected sex hahah nah jk but drink yeah
hopefully this time i will get DRUNK cause i never do
WELL IM HOPING it goes fine anyways is gonna be only like 6 of us
so yeah im drinking fanta mmmm i love this soda haha anyways

Enveses me duele mucho pensar en ti pienso tanto que lloro y grito
pero nunca vuelveras y eso duele
no puedo encontrar alguien como tu,tu y yo eramos uno, yo te queria como eraas yo nunca te dige que cambiaras ..a mi me gusta todo de ti..yo dejaria de ser todo por ti.tu eres mi pedaso de corazon..
siempre pienso que estas asiendo este momento si estaras pensando en mi o no...Piensas en mi?
porque que yo si TODO EL TIEMPO!!
I bust out my Spanglish shit haha
well i will go now
Love always and forever
EMOTIONAL ME :(

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 01:18:16 GMT

I Misssssssssssssssssss YOu, ANd I STILLLLLLLLL LOVVVVe You I dont Care ...FUCK FUCK FUCK...

IM SO EMO :(

For the last time TAKE A GOOD HARD LOOK!!

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 10:42:17 GMT

Fuck it feels so good to have someone that cares about you
and some one that likes hanging out wiht you..
this guy is so awsome :D Finally i found someone that appriciates me..:D:D:D
I need to order my Starting line and Yellowcard tickets so i could go
and hang out with you...FUCK yeah we will be getting drunk at the hotel
Its gonna be F-in awsome..hahah
Anyways i went to Fiestas del sOl on Saturday it was awsome we left like around 4
i met this Guy :D wow he was Cute ...HOT HOT HOT and his 20 we were talking
WE HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMENT but nothing compared to this other person i was with but its KoO
Lets try sOmething different RIGHT?but i dont think i will be seing him again
but he did get my number so thats KoO...;)Anyways i was drinking it was fun cause you could buy it and they dont ask for i.d's heheh so KoOl i will be going again and drink some more "Chavelas" those shits are good My Friend will be going wiht me ..we enjoy eachothers company :D Sign*
I STILL CANT BELIVE I MET MIKEYYY ...................I hugged the shit out of HIM...hehe
IM SO IN LOVEEEEEE........MIKEY WAY!!! fuck im gonna go now im tired..

P.S CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU TOMORROW..
Anyways La La La...."Sister im nottt much of a Poet"

Peace

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 07:44:04 GMT

Tomorrow i will be going to my friend's house;) haha
hopefully it goes how i want it to go..:D
I really wanna see you it was Fucken Fun hangin wiht you Yesterday :D
Oh shit i think i think hahah nvm haha anwaayssss laters i will write about it
on saturday i guess about what is gonna go DOWN..I know it will be something goOd hopefully.

well bye
Love always and Forever
Betty

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 03:00:08 GMT

My friends picked me up late like 4 but it was KoO it was fucken worth it is fucken great to be a girl dude everyone put me first since I went with pure guys;) They were super nice to me it was awsome!!Iwas so happy man :$Anyways I met there with VOn Joey and jacob we were all FUCKEN SWEATY as heeeellll but it was KoO von kept my sweaty sweater and thanks for rubbing all your sweat on me i need it to get more wet PInchi Kid haha then i met my sister there she was having a blast i could of tell she did haha that was nice..then she bought me a SOTY shirt i was so happy hahah and this awsome ring too :D
D well anyways I met Ray,frank and MIkey<3 fucken Mikey is so hOt he looks so dorky how FUCKEN CUTE and frank has a beautiful face fuck!!:p Sowwie brianahaha I wanted to meet Gerard so fucken bad but he didnt wanna come out anyways oh my god My Chemical Romance was fucken amazingggg i was like in heaven for 45 minutes haha i swear i coudent stop singing screaming and jumping it was so fucken rad i swear GOsh i cant wait to see them AGAIN and SOTY i only stayed there for like three or four songs caUse i was already tired as helll i was outside with Briana and Ashleywaiting till it was over and shit we went back stage i was with Danny S and My Sister Von and Joey And yup i saw them (MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE)i was like FUCKKKKKKKKK haha then yeah i took some pictures and i got some autographs they sign my Skirt i was like oh my god they are touching me haha it was KoO afterwards we went to IN and OUt to eat then we took off like at 1am and we got home at 2:30am it was a nice trip we were just singingto Blink 182 My Chemical Romance i was thinking of some one in the "Im okay(I PROMISE)" so much bad and good memories...but whatever anways i will go now im so tired and sore .......

Tue, 28 Sep 2004 07:10:58 GMT

OH yeah I got invited to the MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE AND STORY OF THE YEAR concert
on wed is in TWO days cant wait AND TINA WONT BE GOING :( sucks ass
I really wanted her to go but oh well so i will just be going wiht
DAnny S, Jeff, MI CoraZon and DAnny R he will be driving it will be Awwwwwsome..
I told them iwas gonna feel like a PIMP and they were like you should haha SO KoO..
So im Betty La PIMP hahah Yeah righttt haha anyways yeah is gonna be awsome
Fuck I really want to meet the Guys (MCR) this time and
ADAM, Fuck hope I wont miss him this time like last time
I will be taking my tshirt they sign except ADAM<3 so he could sign it
anwaywas yeah TODAY IS THE 27th.................
IS hard to think that is LOST and GONE what ever there was FOR YOU...
so anyways im going to BED now LiFe Sucks

There nothing I can do to draw you close to me
Can you take this silence like a pill so I can breathe again
I've been trying to forget the best parts of you
But I'm still hoping that I'll be with you somehow
Please be home tonight
I'll die if I don't get a chance to make this just right
I'm sorry but I can't forget about the way I feel
Every time you're here.
What would it take for me to be with you
I swear I'd rip my heart out if you said you'd be impressed
I'd go so far to please you but I bet you wouldn't care at all
Hopeless love please leave me

Hopeless love, why did you carve your home in me?
This broken heart is too weak to hold your weight
And now I regret the day we met
and help me forget your Name.

Love always and forever
BeTTy

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 21:37:02 GMT

Just tell me that YOU MISS ME TOO..You Been gone for to long..
and I need you to come back home with me now so.....

So please Come back!!!!!!!

Love that song :D

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 11:15:37 GMT

Friday my MOM and Dad got married..it was fun...People came to my house And i saw you
i coudent get my eyes off of you I couldent stop thinking of you all day that day
and it Sucks cause i know you will read this
and you may not think of me but i still do
i really didnt want you to know how i feel and junk
"i wanna hate you sooooooooo bad but i Cannnnnnnnn't"
Fuck im so Crushed is noT as easy as it seems Fuck im So Fucked..but whatever...
so yeah people came over..first was STEVEN ADKINS, STEPHEN LONG and CASSIE
then JESSIE VIRGEN,STEVE,and CARLOS aka CHRIS..haha then STEVE JESSIE AND "CHRIS" left
and stuff so then i called JESSE to come over and he did and me Both Stevens went to pick up Ivan
so we went to my moms dinner thingy and then when we ate JESSE and IVAN left thanks for the kiss Ivan it was sweet :) no no no it wasent in the mouth haha
anyways Aaron Comrad called me and he came for me to go to calexico..
it was KoOl Mi Corazon got hurt:( he open his leg he went to the hospital
so he was better poor thing he bearly could walk i was helping him
so yeah thanks for the HugS Corazon
i really need it to hold on to someone and you always make me feel better. ALWAYS!!!
i was feeling so down... well yeah Danny S took my necklace :( but its KoO i see him next weekend
oh yeah and some chick flashed me i really wanted to see that Yuck(N) they wanted me to do that shit but HEll nah not my thing anyways i left calexico like around 4am it was fun all aaron stephen and Mi COranZOn all they were doing was playing wiht eachother hahah what a bunch of dorks but i still love them
TO DEATH ..anyways im gonna go now im kinda f-in tired for some reason..well maybe cause is 4am haha
oh yeah i will be going to the SOTY and MCR concert on Wed with Danny S DAnny R and MY sweet TIna and MI CoraZon it will Be awsome well yeah i will go now take care people and SWEET DREAMS Muahahahaha!!!

Love Always & 4ever
EMotional BETTY