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i forgot how difficult this is to set up hahaha
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| I love my boy! |
[16 Nov 2006|11:35pm] |
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"Avenged Sevenfold" |
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Im In Top of the world....Im so Happy...I LOVE YOU JOSEPH!
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[03 Nov 2005|02:16pm] |
HOllOweenie
2005
Look at cathy how bored she lookshahha
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[04 Oct 2005|02:17am] |
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oh my god...i just found out
Daphne Loves Derby
will be in sd the same weekend im gonna be in sd FUCK!!!!! im so there Ill die if i dont go!
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[20 Sep 2005|11:16pm] |
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RoadSide Maria!
they will be playing in calex the 30th !
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| HOPE YOU GET BETTER ASHLEEEEEEY:(:( |
[03 May 2005|08:29pm] |
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FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK im so sad about ASHLEYYYYYY .......IS TIMES LIKE THIS WHEN I SHOULDENT TAKE MY FRIENDS FOR GRANTED CAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WAT WILL HAPPEN...Im REALLY HOPING AND PRAYING FOR ASHLEY TO GET BETTER MY HEART IS SO BROKEN...........:(
HOPE YOU GET BETTER SOOOOOONNNNNN HONEY
<3bETTAY
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| "The End Of Everythign I lOVed" |
[22 Oct 2004|02:39am] |
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Daphne loves derby |
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"take it or leave it" were the words you chose over mine
so much reminds me of you
and i miss your smile.
10:01 and this night is gone
i spent it ill while the world moves on
if time alone was the brushed that paints
with solace and misfortunate
my life would be a work of art.
but ive seen this all before
things shouldnt have gone this far
we shouldnt have gotten so close
for what made me believe
was this the girl who made him forget all hes known
everytime he looked into her eyes
was it the boy who decided to give up his heart and run away
today is gone
tomorrow's mine but im still alone (breath deep)
im still alone (keep breathing)
im still alone (keep singing)
im still alone
im still alone (keep breathing)
im still alone without you
bleeding out so much more
spilling blood since you left
if i had a second chance id live my life waiting to death
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| One Year,Six Months |
[21 Oct 2004|12:01am] |
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Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do
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| I'm melting in your EYES...... |
[13 Oct 2004|08:13pm] |
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THE USED ...IN Love and Death CD sigh* |
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Yesterday i went to Fiestas de sol..it was super fun even thou i didnt have some one like a girl to hang out wiht i was with Alex the hole time i was telling him abouit the hot guys i saw haha he was liek OKAY BETTY IM NOT GAY hahah so yeah thats why i needed a girl wiht me so anyways Chava and Koky were drinking at some place so me and Alex just went to get on the rides..then at 10:30 we went to get chava cause the concert was gonna start so we went and it was bad ass i was wiht my Cup of TEcate having a Blast hahah chava and koky were dancing or what ever they call it haha and me and Alex were just enjoying the show it was Awsome i wanted to go today but im saving my money for tomorrow im going to SD coming back on Friday Night maybe im having arguments wiht my parents they are dumb at lease i didnt ask them for money im not using there money to go to SD so they dont have to give me shit and they have to realized im Old enough to take care of my self now FUCK they get to me Ahhhhhhhhhhh......... bUt whatever tehy say im still going i really wanna hang out wiht Tina and Both dannys mostly tina and shit she is KoOl no we are nto going as COUPLESSSSSSS no no hahah but yeah this will be my first time seing THE STARTING LINE :D i really really wanna go so bad thats why im nOt lettin my parents get on my way and also im guesing i will be drinking but i never get drunk hopefully i wont...but they were telling me they were gonna get me drunk but nah i dont think so..haha OR maybe haha nah well anyways i will go now im very tired im going to bed again..
It's hard to say that I was wrong
It's hard to say I miss you
Since you've been gone, it's not the same
Love always and forever
BETTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTY
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[12 Oct 2004|12:40pm] |
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HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
CHAVAlicious.... Joeysss .... and TIO TRECE R.I.P (W)
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[11 Oct 2004|06:18pm] |
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"THE TRUTH" |
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SO HERE WE ARE WE ARE ALONE THERE'S WEIGHT ON YOUR MIND AND I WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH.
IF THIS IS HOW YOU FEEL SAY IT TO ME IF THIS WAS EVER REAL I WANT THE TRUTH FROM YOU
GIVE ME THE TRUTH EVEN IF IT HURTS ME I WANT THE TRUTH FROM YOU GIVE ME THE TRUTH EVEN
IF IT HURTS ME I WANT THE TRUTH SO THIS IS YOU YOU'RE TALKING TO ME YOU FOUND A MILLION
WAYS TO LET ME DOWN SO I'M NOT HURT WHEN YOU'RE NOT AROUND I WAS BLIND BUT NOW I SEE
THIS IS HOW YOU FEEL JUST SAY IT TO ME IS THIS WAS EVER REAL I WANT THE TRUTH FROM YOU
GIVE ME THE TRUTH EVEN IF IT HURTS ME I WANT THE TRUTH FROM YOU GIVE ME THE TRUTH EVEN
IS IT HURTS ME I WANT THE TRUTH I KNOW THAT THIS WILL BREAK ME I KNOW THAT THIS MIGHT
MAKE ME CRY GOTTA SAY WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND ON YOUR MIND I KNOW THAT THIS WILL HURT ME
AND BREAK MY SOUL INSIDE I DONT WANT TO LIVE THIS LIE I WANT THE TRUTH FROM YOU GIVE ME
THE TRUTH CAUSE I DONT CARE NO MORE,NO GIVE ME TRUTH I DONT CARE NO MORE,NO...
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| TELL ME THE TRUTH EVEN IF IT HURTS ME!! |
[11 Oct 2004|02:05am] |
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GoOd ChArLotte "the truth" |
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WEll this weekend wasent that much fun sucked but its O-kAy..Friday i went to the show...
DROP OUTS WERE REALLY GOOD NEON HORS Too MIRACLE hahah
THIs other bancd from SD came and iw as Cummin man They were good
I was Plannin in taking the BASSIST home hahah JK hahah so yeahhh
i went to Hamburger stand after words with some friends...and then i went HOME SUCKS
Danny didnt come and pick me UPPP his a LOSER ANYWAYS
Right now Carlos(chris)joey and Jessie left...Fuck, Jessie is so nice
when i was sad crying he was rubbin my back making me feel better Sniff*
I LOVE YOU JESSIE!!
But fuck it.YOU LIKE HER SO MUCH GOOOOO FOR IT BUT DONT TALK TO ME........!!SERIOUSLY!
Anyways we were watching "Man in Fire" it was a A KoOl Sad Flick fuck my eyes are so tired
but im not sleepy..whatever anyways
I got a NEW sweater today THIS PERSON wont be getting it back in a few weeks..
or maybe MONTHS if you could FIND ME !! Muahahahaha A LEVEL 27 Sweater FUCK i feel lucky
BILLY MARTIN HAS ITTTTTT :D no duh is his company but still he wears the same sweater haha
and i have it on RIGHT NOW .....and i will sleep wiht it too onLY cause BILLY has the SAME ONE
hahha all RETARDED!!!!!!
so yeah Luis came on Saturday to pick up his Cd and he let me Borrow the NW GOoD Charlotte Cd
cause i cant buy it right now but he let me BOrrow it and is FUCKEN AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWSOME
I loved it FUCK.....I LOVE "THE TRUTH" that song is awsome is been stuck in my head all day
FUCK I REALLY WANNA SEE THEM ON October 31 soooooooo bad well this cd made me wanna see them AGAIN!!
anyways we were talking i havent talked ot him in a LONG time it was KoO catching up so yeah he called i think today in the after noon but i was in the shower ..so yeah well i will go now im pretty fucken Tired of typing..HOPEFULLY YOU HAD FUN AT THE MEST CONCERT..I know you did!!
well laters
LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER
BETTY
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[07 Oct 2004|09:48pm] |
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Yo Pense mal de ti..:( me duele lo que me as echo..
yo se que a ti no te importa pero si me duele tanto..
DE VERDA que no pensaba que me arias algo asi..
ahora yo se que eso se ignifica que ya no tengo que esperar por ti
yo de verda pensaba que tu me querias toda via ..ya ni te puedo ablar bien
ME DUELE TANTO..MUCHO!! pues adios
BETTY
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[05 Oct 2004|03:36pm] |
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Well Im just here Angie just left we were just talking about how i been feeling
im so EmO right now
well i been like this since last thursday ..Im so sad and i feel so lonely
Right now im listeing to Daphne LOves Derby and i relate to all this songs
Fuck when is all this gonna end..IM stuck here.. with this horrible pain in me
I never thought i missed you this much..
I wish i could just call you and tell you how i feel
but that will be dumb you will probably wont care how i feel..so yeah
..But yeah i will go nOw i need to dye my hair
im gonna dye it black again and be normal for a while haha
well first i need to go buy the dye
then i will do it and i need to go get the GOOD CHARLOTTE cd :D
well Peace
Betty
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[05 Oct 2004|03:42am] |
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i slit my wrists and bled your name
as i writhed on the floor
you watched me die and cursed me as i did
i cant even die good enough for you...
there was i time that i was perfect
a time when you loved me so
somewhere along the way i lost perfection
im sorry i let you down
forgive me if you can
i know it will be asking alot of you my dear
but after all this i think you owe it to me
just nod, dont speak, dont you dare make a sound...
just stand there and watch me die
and kiss me one time before its all over...
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| She wrote the words I LOVE YOU and spred it with perfume.. |
[05 Oct 2004|02:00am] |
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Dashboard ConfessionaL |
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Hmm well i cant sleep again..
Im just thinking of so much things mostly about one person
but whatever..Today i didnt do shit later today i cant wait
to go buy the NEw GOOD CHARLOTTE cd..I LOVE GOOD CHARLOTTE
hopefully i go see them In Oct31 at LA JOLLA
so anyways yellowcard and tsl tickets SOLD OUT :( so sad
but i will still be going to the Hotel to hang out (DRINK)
drink and have unprotected sex hahah nah jk but drink yeah
hopefully this time i will get DRUNK cause i never do
WELL IM HOPING it goes fine anyways is gonna be only like 6 of us
so yeah im drinking fanta mmmm i love this soda haha anyways
Enveses me duele mucho pensar en ti pienso tanto que lloro y grito
pero nunca vuelveras y eso duele
no puedo encontrar alguien como tu,tu y yo eramos uno, yo te queria como eraas yo nunca te dige que cambiaras ..a mi me gusta todo de ti..yo dejaria de ser todo por ti.tu eres mi pedaso de corazon..
siempre pienso que estas asiendo este momento si estaras pensando en mi o no...Piensas en mi?
porque que yo si TODO EL TIEMPO!!
I bust out my Spanglish shit haha
well i will go now
Love always and forever
EMOTIONAL ME :(
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[04 Oct 2004|06:11pm] |
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I MISSSSSSSSSS YOU |
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I Misssssssssssssssssss YOu, ANd I STILLLLLLLLL LOVVVVe You I dont Care ...FUCK FUCK FUCK...
IM SO EMO :(
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| For the last time TAKE A GOOD HARD LOOK!! |
[04 Oct 2004|03:10am] |
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My Chemical FUCKEN Romance |
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Fuck it feels so good to have someone that cares about you
and some one that likes hanging out wiht you..
this guy is so awsome :D Finally i found someone that appriciates me..:D:D:D
I need to order my Starting line and Yellowcard tickets so i could go
and hang out with you...FUCK yeah we will be getting drunk at the hotel
Its gonna be F-in awsome..hahah
Anyways i went to Fiestas del sOl on Saturday it was awsome we left like around 4
i met this Guy :D wow he was Cute ...HOT HOT HOT and his 20 we were talking
WE HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMENT but nothing compared to this other person i was with but its KoO
Lets try sOmething different RIGHT?but i dont think i will be seing him again
but he did get my number so thats KoO...;)Anyways i was drinking it was fun cause you could buy it and they dont ask for i.d's heheh so KoOl i will be going again and drink some more "Chavelas" those shits are good My Friend will be going wiht me ..we enjoy eachothers company :D Sign*
I STILL CANT BELIVE I MET MIKEYYY ...................I hugged the shit out of HIM...hehe
IM SO IN LOVEEEEEE........MIKEY WAY!!! fuck im gonna go now im tired..
P.S CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU TOMORROW..
Anyways La La La...."Sister im nottt much of a Poet"
Peace
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